Frustrated
I'm starting to feel really convinced that I just am not meant to be here. I'm fed up with pretty much everyone. I'm looking for a new place to stay because things just aren't working out for me where I am. Really need to meet some new faces somehow. It feels like people are different out here, and it's not much to my liking. I believe that there are some good souls out here. I'm just not so sure the life out here is what I need right now. It seems so empty, so hollow, but maybe that's just me. I need to start looking in new places. I don't need a girl to be happy, though it makes it so much easier, but something I think I do need is a real friend.
posted by Chris | 9:07 p.m.
1 Comments:
I can't imagine going through what you are out there. It must be very difficult to be so far away from everyone familiar. I would imagine though that as different as those people are, they wouldn't like being publicly complained about, and your blog is a public place. I don't know if there is any likelihood of your friends or roomate reading this blog, but I suspect they could be hurt by what you've said about them.
If it helps at all, nearly everyone I know who has ever had a roomate has complained about frustrating their roomate is. As to your friends, did you expect that you would travel across the world and find everyone was like you? You've been really lucky to have the same close group of friends for 10 years, but people like that are rare, here as well as there. Maybe the friends you've made aren't the kind you want. But statistically, it's not likely you have met a representative sample of what the country has to offer yet. Maybe another shot is in order?
I do hope you meet some people you can feel closer to soon. I wouldn't think it's easy, I've never found the finding of true friend an easy task. Keep up hope.
Love, Meg
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